- I am a SAHM of 3 and a wife of one. I started a blog to just bitch about life and now our youngest son is very sick I want to hear from other families going thru this and support eachother. He has SBS secondary to NEC with only 50 cm proximal jejunum and a 3 cm segment of terminal ileum. He is TPN dependent. He is a tough little 6 lb, 3 month old! Keeping my mind from turning to mush, Scentsy was introduced to me and I'm very thankful. The wonderful people in this community has changed my life. Even so, chaos in our house is a daily adventure. Some days, alright most days.. I take things minute by minute. To get through this bumpy road called 'life' I need my husband Jerad and my kids, my son Jordan 15, and my daughter Jaycee who is 11, and my son Jaxon is 3 months...I say it how it is... So I will say this.... "If you don't like what you are reading, you have the choice to leave my page. Nice, bitchy, raging lunitic, loving.. that's me! I admit I swear like a sailor, I may have different religious beliefs, I hate brussel sprouts with a passion.. these are all ways to describe ME.. I love making new friends but I will not 'pretend' to be someone I'm not just for their sake.
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
This weekend turned out to be a pretty good.. I jumped at the chance to help out a friend move. I've never dealt with the situation of not having anywhere to go, thank god.. But on the flip side I will never turn my cheek when someone else is going through hardship when they need someone...anyone. There is to many people that just don't give a damn. Just cruel. It was nice to be able lend a hand. I challenge all these bitchy, self-centered, jerk-offs to do one good deed a day and maybe they would pull their heads out of their ass and quit acting like they are Gods.
Jordan has been at his friends for this 3 day weekend... each night they all go to a different friends house to spend the night. Jordan doesn't ask me alot to have his friends over, he knows I can't have friends over often, when I have my treatments I get quite sick. I feel so guilty and with Jerad home on Sunday night, and there were four 14 year old boys.. it's not like I was going to change diapers, and make bottles.. I found out quickly that they burp themselves! We ordered 4 pizza's, that was to feed all the boys, myself, hubby and my daughter. When Jerad went and picked them up he decided to get one more, just in case they were hungry. I ate one piece, went to get a second and all 5 pizza boxes were empty! Holy shit! I laid in bed that evening trying to figure out what the hell to feed them for breakfast...
I've got to add...I hadn't met any of these parents. I told Jordan before he was allowed to sleep over I was to talk to one of their parents and make sure one of them would be home. It didn't bother him and he cooperated just fine. But it upset me that I have NEVER received a phone call from any kids parents to want to talk or meet me first... that includes my 11 yr old daughters friends. And parents are throwing their hands up, wondering why their kids are drinking and doing drugs at such young ages. I'm not stupid, I know how kids are curious, and they make mistakes. But be damned if I'm going to sit back and just let it happen. I heard a parent the other day, they just found out their 12 yr old child was doing drugs. Their response was, "Well I did drugs at a young age to, so I can't do anything about it". Bullshit! I myself went through battles of not so smart activities that have gone into my adulthood and has affected me in a big way. If I found out one of my kids were doing something illegal...I wouldn't say.. Go get your pipe and I'll go buy ya a lighter. How ridiculous.